piątek, 2 kwietnia 2021

The Morning

 

The microheads of the daffodils on the window sill,

a bunch of birch trees in a decent distance, a colony

of fir trees further afield. The clouds, fluffy and kind of greyish

instead of pure white, and the pale blue background

of the sky, uninterested in making

a lasting impression.

 

A memory of a plane trip: the sky unnaturally

 at an arm-length distance; then a sudden switch

of logic: a human presence above the clouds, turning

the order of the world upside down.


The Penguin Dictionary of English Idioms on a bookshelf.

 

The black round velvet cushion facing the room

with its unembroidered side.


A white canary in a half-opened cage looking up to

an old black raven on a woman’s head; the woman, naked-

-breasted,  sitting in an armchair on the red background

of a framed picture, her left arm much longer

than the right one. A piece of a poppy-seed cake cut

 

in two, a silvery knife like a lightning or a stainless-steel river

between two mounds;

a small blue cup on an empty square

of a white plate; three long red peppers

crowded in a fruit bowl with cucumbers and

lemons.

 

A title in thin golden letters on a book spine

saying  Lost Geography. The prospect of

a train journey, postponed, to Vienna.

Coffee in a mug brought from the Orkney Islands

dark blue, with some undecipherable promise

at the very bottom.

sobota, 20 czerwca 2020

Present

You’re here by my recalling pieces
of having fun together practising
the language: your head above
page number 20, Frida the cat
lying on your notes or trying to catch
a pencil moving with your hand
along the line. A ballet
dancer who used to wriggle
until somebody
discovered her passion. Sir David’s
Top Ten Moments arising from
a workbook exercise. Then, closer to
a family tree: the coffee machine
of Grandma who prefers not
to use things (‘cos they might
get broken) but thoroughly enoys
their napping on the shelves. The real taste
of word lists on the tongue. Imagined
talks of objects when no one is
looking. A Biology project stopped
by a pandemy. A Christmas tree brought home
with Dad as Mom prepared a list of Christmas dishes
(rice included!). Geen varnish on your long
nails as a part of your outfit for the show.
Synchronised ice skating live
in my life via your message.
Travelling from New York to Russia
by means of a text at the beginning of
Unit 3 or 4. Fabergé eggs multiplied
on your mobile screen. Windows waiting
to be washed. Our laughing
as if
the world had arrived
at its perfect moment.

(for Basia, on her birthday :))


wtorek, 27 czerwca 2017

flat rearrangement (a story)


 books
     piled on the floors
    of the appartment, the wardrobe taken
to the living room, the bed and bedsheets
all apart (waiting for the night
   to reunite them)

my jewellery box on the windowsill
next to three elephants of different
sizes (the brown one
at the front
from Abyssinia, the middle one shipped
from Bangladesh - or was it
India? - the tiny black one with his trunk up high
a souvenir from Singapore)

CDs and photos packed
in light brown boxes
(the rolled rug sleeps behind the unfamiliar curtain)

the walls of the bedroom (now strangely naked)
have just been painted with "The Cat's Eye" tint, we need

a break of two to three hours to let them
dry and anyway
you have some chores to be done
downtown

then
just before you leave
with car keys (as I'm about
to sneak under the blanket
of one of those dispersed volumes
and treat myself to some
of the stories until you get back home and we

get back to the wall painting)

you say, why don't you
sort out your sandals, why don't you select
some clothes for charity

the moment the words
fall off
your lips
the siren starts somewhere on the
                                              bypass
the neighbour turns to mow
his lawn, some mother yells
at her pack of kids, by now

some dog

is howling like a madman

you think you've meant
something benign: to help create
some order out of chaos, now

you stand in the hall
bewildered:

why should one cry so much

over stupid sandals








sobota, 26 listopada 2016

dys-lexia fussynated with a poem righting

a ob servation of the com'on objex:
a woden door - a quiet ex pecktation
twoo pepple meetting - a convertsassion
a fone rringing - a raer bird
a seeled envlope, a broken klock
tree men running in orangue snickers
 whyte balloon takeing flite o'erhat
in spy-t of f-ear

the wordriot, the rebellyon
of creatiff mind, the mind brocken
loose: thots spring
on greengraas
like rab bits



(after Monica Wood, The Pocket Muse)

Oppositions

What's the opposite of a kiss?
                              - a bite
The opposite of green? antarctic white

Of a train? a pile of broken bikes
Of cake? a funeral, or Finnegan's Wake

What is the opposite of a fence? an open space
The opposite of an I? the Uni-verse 



(after Monica Wood, The Pocket Muse)

niedziela, 15 maja 2016

Oya

my body belongs to you no more
it's moved away
after last night's fight

don't look for its current whereabouts
even if you found it, it won't let you
in

it'll pretend it is not at home
it'll turn silent if you ring the bell
or call the police if you turn persistent

so what if it used to yield
to your will

its resolution
is suddenly vital

it has taken things
in its own hands
it has fixed the fence, rearranged
the rooms to gain a new look
and renewed a licence
for living a life
of its own

slowly
it'll learn
to recognize
its drives

it might take a course
in re-collecting
its forgotten parts

it'll go to places and do things
to its liking

it'll meet people

it might take pleasure
in talking to strangers

if things go fine
it may take a flatmate
the following spring

presently
it will lock the door
and put the key
under the pillow

it needs some sleep
and maybe some dreaming

without your needs
to be met
it's got the entire time
in the universe

the bed has grown
in size
overnight

the body doesn't know
what to do
with so much space
available

it'll find out


sobota, 14 maja 2016

relationship

my skin has grown old
from expectation

I'm bored with living
this way, it says
and yawns to prove it

what can i do if
nobody comes
to touch you

go find someone
the skin insists

it thrives on making advice

I want to have things
my way

let us wait a bit longer
I propose
secretly I don't feel like
any change, one can have
one's habits
at this age

You may go and buy a dress
to make me feel present
it demands
I promise in order
to play for time

it doesn't believe me
and it knows I know

as a sign of warning
or maybe
to make itself occupied
the skin starts drawing lines

it has picked
my face and the outer sides
of my hands
as its favourite
working areas

it becomes more and more advanced
with practice

it stretches itself
in the wrong places
too

when I go nuts it responds
with softening
of the arms

Finally I arrange a massage session

my name's Tanya
the woman says and leaves the door
ajar, her voice has
a lilt, the room smells of
some exotic country
suddenly I feel like home
I cannot remember

under the touch of her oily palms
my skin sheds itself
and gently coils in the form
of snake
under the massage table
i want to put it away
before i go
leave it to me, Tanya says
I can take a good care
of serpents

the next day
I go and buy a dress

Indian palms swirl on the fabric

walking down the street
against my expectation
my body sings