wtorek, 16 lutego 2016

Life Sketches From Memory


Central Park in spring

Two boys playing soccer
exhilliarating voices kick in the air, the ball
moves smoothly, tireless and graceful

On a nearby bench, grandmother walks indigo ink
in long smooth lines across the paper

Out of all silhouettes
her eye purposefully catches
two. The art of choosing

is difficult 
only
for beginners


Evening

She walks her backyard garden
from behind the window

eyes move with effort
along the path

Each days ends, inevitably -
what a relief
to know this

it’s about time
to sleep

The Potomac River
disappears beneath 
blue horizons


Vacancy

Pair of brown shoes
hasn’t moved past the doorstep
for a year now. Near the glass door 
to the home-made
greenhouse, a bamboo chair
sits
stubbornly


An Interval

The kitten has fallen asleep in an armchair

out of half-opened window
dreams jump
like pond fish


Souvenirs

She’s been told
it doesn’t pay to travel
on one’s own, especially if one is
female; the world’s so
dangerous these days

packing
a slim suitcase
she turns
a deaf ear on the rubbish

soon          

new words will swirl around her
like spells, gestures will acquire
a novel meaning

each time
she learns to understand
anew

on the local market
remnants of glass cups
gain a second life 
in a pair
of hand-made earrings
from Abyssinia

she’ll wear them
at a dinner party
back in another time zone



Anticipation

his girlfriend’s on the way home
from a long trip
to her parents’

the young man
paints the walls magnoliac

the old room blooms
with a possible story


Words

Satsuma makes a name
for fruit, porcelain
and land topography

an avid student savours
dictionary entries
in a language class

In her hut in a village
on Satsuma Peninsula
an old woman eats tangerines

and drinks lukewarm tea
from a chipped cup


Motherhood

On the borderline
of night and day
words wake up a poet

with eyes closed, she gropes
for pen and paper

beside her bed


Haikus, a second draft

Passing

Two boys playing soccer
grandmother sketches
with indigo ink

A single leaf gone
bamboo chair
stays in garden

From her bedroom
woman looks at
Potomac River

Kitten asleep in armchair
the window closed
sunrays move on kitchen sill


Journeys

A girl wearing earrings
remnants of glass
glitter in the sun

Young man
paints green room
magnoliac

A letter comes
across the ocean
at tea time

In her hut
on Satsuma Peninsula
old woman eats tangerines

On the borderline
of night and day
a poet gropes for pen and paper

piątek, 5 lutego 2016

Family Stories

Part II

1.

Once upon a time there were two
homeless boats, one belonged
to me the other belonged
to my other sister, we were first
inseparable then things went
off track one day she said
I'm leaving
where are you heading she said
towards the ocean, I'll find
a bay I want to live
my way oh how I couldn't go
who'd meet
my parents' dream and need, the following day
she left and
I stayed


2.

I'm a collector of everybody's feelings
I consist of other people's expectations
I feel upset unless every single person in the room
feels fine
I find myself uneasy till I calm everyone
I can't find out my right to wander until I place
every guest in the right room

I'm restless waiting in case someone changes his
or her mind, I then willingly change
my own agenda to match those of all
around me, I'm so happy to appeace
and please, I feed others
on my life energy, how could I use it
to my own benefit if there are people
craving elsewhere

I'm not going my own way, I'm not going
anywhere, how could I rid you
of my precious presence

Yes, I will take a good
care of all of you, I'll pretend
I'm waiting my turn, my turn will
never come, I've known it
from the very start, I must have
agreed on this vicious circle

my advantage is
I'm placed in the centre

at the cyclon's core
it's forever quiet

I'm forever safe
in the cyclon's eye


3.

I am a daughter of a motherless mother
My mother walks along the streets
of a suddenly unfamiliar town
carrying a rag doll she sewed
for herself, her mother runs

the streets of her home town
to which she no longer lends
a recognition, on her way
she smashes the shop windows
she throws stones
on mannequins
wearing white night gowns

there's one placed in every window

she could pass for a ghost
if it weren't for the glass in pieces
on the pavement

my little mother presses
the rag doll to her flat chest
terror reflected in the button eyes
she'd sewn herself
onto the doll's face
so that she could
see